I am at sea

 I am in Delhi to attend wedding celebrations of Shashank's daughter's wedding. Was so tired last night ... every pore seemed to ache calling for pause... a rest. Woke up this morning with sound of laughter echoing in my consciousness- the spontaneous laughter that reverberated in my ears over the phone, playing on chords of my heart last night. I had expressed my gratitude to Providence for keeping a soulmate securely non-attached. It mattered to me... in a silly way. Deriving from books of wisdom -  it was a sign for me. And I am grateful.

I didn't mind being mocked. 

It's morning

And I've to hold 

On to yearnings 

That make me snuggle

In memory

Of eyes that melt

Smell and feel 

Of stubble 

That secures 

Presence 

That increasingly 

Means more and more...

I am at sea

With varying emotions

A sturdy ship has lost 

sight of lighthouse signal.