Ikigai

The speaker spoke -
what is your 'ikigai'?
what's that for which you live?
what's the reason for your being?
and my grey matter
leaped from where it was 

held captive

heeding nor so long 

but passive -

how did  I not see

its not - there's no he, no she
neither for this, nor that
all my life's been directed -

I've lived
only for You.