Knock not here

Who are you calling for?

No need to knock 

upon this door

for person you seek to speak

lives no longer here.

She's left
this home to reside far 

maybe in heavenly abode

Or gone to hell

for all I care;

I killed her

choking with my very hand

put her to rest in safe ground

I'm worn out now

have just returned 

with flowers to lay 

as wreath 

her grave's next door

I can put your name 

to it too, if you say

to make peace,

bless the wretched soul

here write, some scribble

to say 'bye and 'bye
on post-it  

I've glued 
by door beside 
to say:

Sabina that lived

lives here no more

apologies all if any miss 

she was sorry misfit 

in my world and your

she deserved not to stay.

She really had to go.